The middle of the week is always a good day to be home… alone. An unexpected change of plans has found me awake in bed with absolutely nothing to do. I welcomed the thought of just being alone with my thoughts and breathing. But first I thought I would take a very hot shower, I must say that taking a shower really is such a luxury that we take for granted. I stood under the running water and it felt so good, I don’t know why but I was feeling so connected and yet I’m not sure to what. I was feeling so blessed…. I lathered the soap and massaged my skin and it felt like for the first time ever I was actually connecting with this human body. I out of nowhere felt so lucky to be experiencing being in this body.
What??!?? I have been complaining all week about gaining all this weight and feeling like shit. I guess I had forgotten how blessed we are to even be here. How do we as humans loss ourselves in these thoughts? How do I sometimes have such clarity and then lose it?
Every ounce of my skin felt wonderful and I was loving being in the body that I have abused so much by what I eat or drink. At the risk of sounding mad I felt magical even empowered with the love that I felt for life.
As I drank my cup of tea…. yes tea, being a Puerto-Rican you drink CAFE espresso CAFE. Tea is for when you are sick, but I am turning a new leaf…… so tea it is. Anyways , as I was enjoying my cup of tea I thought to myself everyone should start their day with a thankful shower.
So thank you UNIVERSE….. for your twists and turns in my life path.
Chasing A Feeling 