Today I allowed my ego to speak out. Sometimes when you least expect it your feeling come out of nowhere and just take over. You ignore that little voice in your head that is screaming “let it go”, you just lash out and let the tongue or in my case your fingers just type away all the feelings that your feeling.
The whole time your typing your angry message ,…you know dam well that there will be back lash, But you don’t care. Sometimes there are things that need to be said. And before you know it your caught up in this rage.
Did it solve anything? NO …….Did it make things worse? Not really. It just added fuel to a fire that has been somewhat under control but never completely put out.
After crying all day and I wishing things were different, I still feel that sometimes the ego has to speak out.
Chasing A Feeling 